Yeah,it's indeed an old song but I just love it. :)

Good afternoon peeps ;)

As I said previously,I had fun yesterday.Firstly,I went to ikano,had breakfast with Father at kluang station.I ate nasi lemak chicken rendang.LOL.I know,it was a heavy breakfast.Well,I was starving and nasi lemak since to be my first choice.Father had chicken chop as his breakfast.Lagi pelik.hahahaha.I had a walk at the curve after that.I was walking alone.Haih,forever alone ni.hehe.Anyway,I went in to a lot of shops.I did window shopping and GOSHHHHHHH,there are so many clothes that I adore and how I wish to spend my money to buy them.Unfortunately,luck is not on my side yesterday.I didn't have any money.Before I hurt myself even more,I decided to go to starbucks and hung out with Father.I walked back to ikano,reluctantly.LOL.I read my book while listening to my ipod.I'm still the same old me,I do enjoy reading while listening to music.Call me a lame person but whatever man,I don't give a shit about it.This is me.I'm not a shopaholic anymore.I went back home after that and continued reading until I fell asleep.When I woke up,I got 3 missed calls from my friend.HAHA.I'm so sorry,when it comes to sleeping,my phone will be ignored no matter how alert I am.Well,most of the time,I won't get to hear my phone ringing because I'm always in a deep sleep.HEHE.So yeah,people just have to bear with me.Sleeping is something inseparable from me. :D Anyway,Father drove us to Lake Club to meet up with my friends while he went to his favourite place,the gym.hahaha.I usually tagged along with Father but after I entered Seseri,the laziness seems to prevent me from going there.HAHAHA.Excuses after excuses. :p I'll start going there,I promise.I want to have a healthy body.I think I wanna learn tennis.Maybe learning a new language will not happen now but it will someday. ;) I went to the lake garden with Asiyah and Mj.Mj's real name is nur amira najiha but it's too long so we call her Mj instead.Trust me,she's really tall. :D Fortunately,she managed to find a boyfriend that is taller than her.Well,a basketball player la kan.Bagus la,the both of you play basketball,how sweet :D We took a walk and of course,pictures were taken as well.While walking,we saw other people riding electric bikes and it was so cool!We asked where could we get it and tadaaaaa!,we were also cycling around the park. :D It was really random.We didn't even do a proper plan to hang out at lake garden.Random things are fun,trust me. ;) After that,we had our drinks and met Father. Mj went home first and Asiyah went back later.I reached home around Maghrib so I quickly took my shower and prayed. Ezzah said she was on her way to my house so I changed into my jeans and we went out for dinner together.There were me,Ezzah,,Ezzati,Meisha,Maryam and Ibrahim.We were riding a kancil car. :D Well,Maryam and Ibrahim are still toddlers so we had enough space in the car. Maryam finally wants me!I was so touched and my cousins were like OMG!.   Ibrahim was still shy with me but after we had our dinner,he wanted me to carry him.AWWWWWWW,I know,he's sooooooo adorable. :') I went back home around 10.30pm. I settled myself first before I signed in my skype account to video call with him. :) We talked until it was almost 3.30am I guess?I can't recall the exact time we stopped.LOL. Yesterday was indeed tiring but hell yeah,I had fun. I'm just relaxing for today but tomorrow,the fun starts again. :D

I can't believe that I keep watching kourtney and kim take new york although I know it's typical.

Btw,I had a lot of fun today.I did random things and those things made my day.I'll tell more about it later.I have something else to do for now.

Bye :)

It was a fine peaceful evening.I was reading a book written by Tony Parsons.Man,he's really good in writing stories.I loveeeee his stories. :D Anyway,while I was reading,Mother sat in front of me.She was so focus in looking at her mobile phone.I ignored her as she was quiet.

"Shit!come on!"

"Ma,what are you doing?"

"Huh?oh.hahahaha.I'm playing angry bird."

"Haiya.You looked so serious."

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I guess my family is indeed into games.


Okay,I'm starting to feel annoyed with people forcing me to eat more than I want.Yeah,I know that I eat a lot but that was last time.I've gained a few pounds and it terrified me.I can't keep on gaining pounds.When I freaked out,my friends would say,"ala,relax la.You're still growing."
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Hello,it's not growing when you're growing sideways.Evil fats is accumulating in my body and damn,I don't feel good about myself.It's starting to destroy my confidence level again.
"Airina,stop being so cautious about your body.You're just fine.This body is fine,you look healthy."
I'm wondering if people are saying like that because they mean it or they just get tired of listening to my complaints.I'm sorry guys but I can't help it.I don't feel good about my body.My parents will get very worried whenever I say that I'm not hungry.Come on,I'm not having any food disorder.I'm just not hungry,can't people just get that statement?I just don't like it when people force me to eat when I don't wanna eat.I'm fine.Stop spoiling me with food.I'm really desperate to lose weight for now.I won't stop until I finally get a good feeling of my body.I won't stop until I can finally look in the mirror without having a sense of guilt in myself.
Am I sick?I don't think so.

Hello everyone :)

I passed QTI!:D
I'm SO HAPPY.HEHE.I'm qualified to go for the jpj test,Alhamdullilah.I hope I'll do well,InsyaAllah.

I've been spending a lot of money for...food.
Seriously,I eat a lot and I eat everything,thanks to Seseri. -.-

Tomorrow is my QTI.I forgot the full name of it but it's like a test before you go for the jpj test.If I do well,I'm qualified to go for jpj test.yippeeee!:D I hope I'll do well,InsyaAllah.
Okay,I almost cried after maghrib.Just a few tears,not much.lol.I'm scared.Results are coming out.SPM.NOOOOOOOO.Haih,I think I'm having one of those mood swings.Blegh,this annoys me a lot.Don't mess with me people,I'm not in my best mood.Bhahaha.
I drove the family car,Alza. :D Gosh,the car was sooooooooo smooth.I enjoyed driving it.Mother was about to panic when I said I wanted to drive but she managed to calm down.hahaha.I can't wait to get my license. :D
Okay,I need to get my beauty sleep. Good night and sleep well everyone :)

I don't have any money.Damn,cepat gila duit abis,bukannya shopping pun.sigh. -.-

I love Garrett's popcorn.OMG,sedap gilaaaaaaa,especially the chicago mix :D