LOVE YOU ALL VERY MUCH.TAKE CARE.

HAHA!I still remember this!:D The fights.HAHA.Aww,memories :)

:D

When was this?Form 3,I guess.hehe.OMG.We looked different than we are now,especially the one in the middle.HAHA. :D You look kinda chubby but now,wow,you look wayyyyyy different than this. ;)

I actually miss it when you call me budak kecik.hehe :)

AIRINA!!!JUST FACE THE FACT THAT YOU ARE IN SESERI!! JUST QUIT NAGGING AND BE SERIOUS!YOUR FUTURE MATTERS THE MOST NOW!

I've been complaining about my life in seseri,saying that it sucks and whatsoever.I'm such a spoiled brat.-.- Seriously,I just feel like beating myself up.WAKE UP AIRIN!FACE THE REALITY! UGH,I'M SUCH A PATHETIC PERSON. :'(

Whatever it is,I'll try to stop complaining and be serious.Like Mother said,'spm is no joke.' Yeah,I know that very well.I guess I need time to adapt myself in seseri. Insyaallah,after this holiday,I'll be better,more discipline,of course. No more playing around like I used to. No more cursing.

I'll love my school though I'm not sure when I'll seriously love it.

:)

Hello everyone.haha.Quite a long time since I last updated my blog eh?Lol.I'm not in seksyen 4 anymore.SOB.haha.I'm now in sains seri puteri,kuala lumpur.I moved there last week on tuesday.

First day:

I was really excited because it was the start of something new.I kept telling to myself that I would improve myself.No more being shy and just stand out in the crowd.First day was hectic.There were people everywhere and the students were REALLY POLITE.It freaked me out.Father went home first since he had work but Mother stayed longer.After registration,I went back home and did a few stuff.I took a nap and went back to school.Mother said goodbye.I wasn't sad during that time.I was feeling very excited because this was what I wanted so badly.I got my wish and Alhamdullilah. :) I took my shower and had dinner.After that,I went to the surau.After maghrib,I started to feel lonely and broke down.I cried like hell.Fortunately,Isma which was from seksyen 10,kota damansara knows me.She calmed me down.I felt a bit better after that.ONLY A BIT.We didn't study for the first week as we had minggu asimilasi.Lectures after lectures.I found it very difficult to mix around with people so I was often alone.Being alone is the thing that I HATE THE MOST!I was devastated.There was one time when I almost gave up.I told myself,dh nekad dh (HAHA) that I wanted to go back.I called Mother.I cried when I was talking to her.I told her that I missed her so much and I told her that I wanted to go back.I couldn't stand staying there.Mother cried too and she gave encouragements to me.She told me to be strong and I would feel better after this.

Second day onwards:

I woke up and I was still in this nightmare.Damn.In my heart,I still wanted to go back.I didn't want to continue my studies here.I'd rather study in seksyen 4.Then,pakar motivasi dtg bagi ceramah. After listening to his speech,I changed my mind.I finally decided to stay in that school.I felt really bad for my parents.I realized that I was being really selfish.Ever since then,I kept telling to myself to be strong and bear with the strictness.The seniors are really nice.I'm glad.Lol.




So yeah,I'm finally starting to fit in with everyone.I made new friends.AND I love my bio teacher!:D She's awesome.Lovelovelove.HAHAHA.I'm only taking 9 subjects.No accounts.I'm taking traditional dance class.HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.Tarian zapin,kadazan and whatsoever.LOL.It's really tiring but it's fun.

My wish came true.I wanted to improve myself and by being in this new school,I'll get to do it.InsyaAllah.

I'm really trying my best to fulfill my wish.Damn,you don't wanna know how hard it is but this is the only way.
A fresh start.

The most valuable lesson that I learned:

Appreciation.I finally appreciate with everything that I have and I'm really glad that I still have all of it.