I've done so many wrong things.
Hello :)
I had tuition today.PHYSICS.Awesome,I love the teacher. ;)
My sister arrived a bit late to pick me up so Diyana and I had a chat with Teacher.We talked about going overseas,pursuing our studies.She said we have to get excellent results in order to get a scholarship and the chance to study overseas.I'm clearly aware of that and that stresses me out.Like seriously,who doesn't?Lol.Anyway,I told the teacher about me being a prefect and having to do TONS of work.I told her about my hectic schedule at school,how I'm dealing with things at school and she said something that actually made me thought about it the whole day.She's definitely right about that.How oblivious I was for not thinking about that in the first place.Well,I can't turn back the time.It's ticking even faster now.I have to deal with the issues wisely.I want 9A+,seriously.But,can I do it?Of course,my parents will give me support but this is about me.Can I REALLY achieve that kind of result?Am I qualified to do Medic?Medic seems common but I'm still going with that course.It's a tough course but life is full with challenges.It's up to us on how we are gonna deal with them.
So far,my results for my exams throughout this year is fine.Not great,but it's fine.I CAN'T
DO JUST FINE IF I WANNA DO MEDIC AFTER SPM.AIRINA,WAKE UP WOMAN!You've been lazing around like a pig. -.- I'm feeling like this because I know I can do better than this.I guess I was playing around throughout this year.In addition,I had a REALLY tough time to adapt myself in Seseri. Seriously,living in a boarding school is not easy.Nope,not at all.But Alhamdullilah,I'm better in managing myself at school now.I hope I'll be able to do better next year.InsyaAllah. :)
Btw,this post seems kinda weird,isn't it?Lol.
I had tuition today.PHYSICS.Awesome,I love the teacher. ;)
My sister arrived a bit late to pick me up so Diyana and I had a chat with Teacher.We talked about going overseas,pursuing our studies.She said we have to get excellent results in order to get a scholarship and the chance to study overseas.I'm clearly aware of that and that stresses me out.Like seriously,who doesn't?Lol.Anyway,I told the teacher about me being a prefect and having to do TONS of work.I told her about my hectic schedule at school,how I'm dealing with things at school and she said something that actually made me thought about it the whole day.She's definitely right about that.How oblivious I was for not thinking about that in the first place.Well,I can't turn back the time.It's ticking even faster now.I have to deal with the issues wisely.I want 9A+,seriously.But,can I do it?Of course,my parents will give me support but this is about me.Can I REALLY achieve that kind of result?Am I qualified to do Medic?Medic seems common but I'm still going with that course.It's a tough course but life is full with challenges.It's up to us on how we are gonna deal with them.
So far,my results for my exams throughout this year is fine.Not great,but it's fine.I CAN'T
DO JUST FINE IF I WANNA DO MEDIC AFTER SPM.AIRINA,WAKE UP WOMAN!You've been lazing around like a pig. -.- I'm feeling like this because I know I can do better than this.I guess I was playing around throughout this year.In addition,I had a REALLY tough time to adapt myself in Seseri. Seriously,living in a boarding school is not easy.Nope,not at all.But Alhamdullilah,I'm better in managing myself at school now.I hope I'll be able to do better next year.InsyaAllah. :)
Btw,this post seems kinda weird,isn't it?Lol.
God,I feel so depressed.I feel like shit.
Please,I can't stand this anymore.I feel like going nuts.Damn it.WHAT'S WRONG WITH ME?!HELP. :'( I feel like crying,screaming,hurting myself and God knows what else.EEEEEE.I'm hurt,really hurt.
Gosh,this is so emo.And this is sooo not me.I'm not emo people.Currently having some issues.With who?Myself,I guess.
Emotionally unstable.
IGNORE THIS.
Goodbye.
Please,I can't stand this anymore.I feel like going nuts.Damn it.WHAT'S WRONG WITH ME?!HELP. :'( I feel like crying,screaming,hurting myself and God knows what else.EEEEEE.I'm hurt,really hurt.
Gosh,this is so emo.And this is sooo not me.I'm not emo people.Currently having some issues.With who?Myself,I guess.
Emotionally unstable.
IGNORE THIS.
Goodbye.
I miss the four of us.
We haven't hang out just the four of us,yet,right?:)
This holiday,we must have a sleepover.The last time we did was during form 2.Way too long already.No more excuses okay?Lol.
I miss our gossiping times.haha.I just miss having all of you by my side.Next year won't be an easy year.I won't get to go back as often as I did this year.We won't get to see each other that much until spm ends.That is the reason why we must have a sleepover and hang out as many as we can.Just the four of us.QASA :)
We haven't hang out just the four of us,yet,right?:)
This holiday,we must have a sleepover.The last time we did was during form 2.Way too long already.No more excuses okay?Lol.
I miss our gossiping times.haha.I just miss having all of you by my side.Next year won't be an easy year.I won't get to go back as often as I did this year.We won't get to see each other that much until spm ends.That is the reason why we must have a sleepover and hang out as many as we can.Just the four of us.QASA :)
I'm not creative,I'm more to logic thinking.Hmm.Just did an IQ test with my aunt.Just something to share here.haha.
btw,Thank YOU for your so-called support. -.- You can be so helpful at times but yet,you can just bring my spirit down to the ground.You used to be a great person,the person that I always look up to.You can also be called as my role model but now,I don't even know you anymore.Seriously,you're different now.To be honest with you,you're a stranger to me.I'm sorry for being sarcastic and harsh but this is what I feel for you now.I'm jealous when I see how the others can have such close relationships but we are not like that.I RARELY see you now.You can't be bothered about the others.You're selfish.Please go back to the right path before it's too late.That's all I want from you now.Please,change.I'm begging you.For the sake of the people who still care about you and will always be there for you through thick and thin.
btw,Thank YOU for your so-called support. -.- You can be so helpful at times but yet,you can just bring my spirit down to the ground.You used to be a great person,the person that I always look up to.You can also be called as my role model but now,I don't even know you anymore.Seriously,you're different now.To be honest with you,you're a stranger to me.I'm sorry for being sarcastic and harsh but this is what I feel for you now.I'm jealous when I see how the others can have such close relationships but we are not like that.I RARELY see you now.You can't be bothered about the others.You're selfish.Please go back to the right path before it's too late.That's all I want from you now.Please,change.I'm begging you.For the sake of the people who still care about you and will always be there for you through thick and thin.
I'M HOME!AT LAST!FOR GOOD!*grins widely.HAHA
Alhamdullilah,I'm home safely.It felt really good when I first reached home.I've officially ended my form 4 year.Wow,time does fly really fast.It creeps me out but I can't look back.I have to keep moving forward and strive for my dreams!:) SPM!Sijil Pelajaran Malaysia.I'll pass with flying colours.InsyaAllah :)
Well,I've gained a lot of new experiences along this year,being a form 4 at a new school,met new cool friends and it's too many to be listed here.I don't think the list will end.Lol.
I actually survived staying at my school,what a surprise!HAHA.Alhamdullilah :) I thought I would never make it,to be honest with you.
I've learned a lot along this year.The most important thing-I feel closer to Allah S.W.T.I feel calmer compared to last time.After having a deep talk with my friend which is the head of badan nur imtiaz (a society which emphasizes on spiritual things),I feel more confident and she helped me a lot.Thanks nad,I love you.muahmuah.haha ;)
I have TONS of stories to be told but I don't think I'll write them all now.I need to do something else at the moment.
Plans for the holiday:
-Homeworks (bertingkat-tingkat -.-)
-Movies
-Sunway Lagoon
-Shopping
-Study (brush up the form 4 syllabus)
-do a reunion with my primary school friends
-update my blog more frequently
-spend time with my families
-sleepover. (this is COMPULSORY)
I'm positively sure that the list is WAY longer than that but I can't seem to remember it now.haha.
anyway,good night.
Alhamdullilah,I'm home safely.It felt really good when I first reached home.I've officially ended my form 4 year.Wow,time does fly really fast.It creeps me out but I can't look back.I have to keep moving forward and strive for my dreams!:) SPM!Sijil Pelajaran Malaysia.I'll pass with flying colours.InsyaAllah :)
Well,I've gained a lot of new experiences along this year,being a form 4 at a new school,met new cool friends and it's too many to be listed here.I don't think the list will end.Lol.
I actually survived staying at my school,what a surprise!HAHA.Alhamdullilah :) I thought I would never make it,to be honest with you.
I've learned a lot along this year.The most important thing-I feel closer to Allah S.W.T.I feel calmer compared to last time.After having a deep talk with my friend which is the head of badan nur imtiaz (a society which emphasizes on spiritual things),I feel more confident and she helped me a lot.Thanks nad,I love you.muahmuah.haha ;)
I have TONS of stories to be told but I don't think I'll write them all now.I need to do something else at the moment.
Plans for the holiday:
-Homeworks (bertingkat-tingkat -.-)
-Movies
-Sunway Lagoon
-Shopping
-Study (brush up the form 4 syllabus)
-do a reunion with my primary school friends
-update my blog more frequently
-spend time with my families
-sleepover. (this is COMPULSORY)
I'm positively sure that the list is WAY longer than that but I can't seem to remember it now.haha.
anyway,good night.
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