Mother was admitted to the hospital yesterday morning.Fortunately,nothing serious happened.She was allowed to go back home. :) Just now,went to my aunt's house in damansara utama to discuss about my cousin's wedding and just a little gathering. My nephew is SO ADORABLE. :D I played with him. Everyone said congrats to me since I got sm sains seri puteri.Thank you aunties and uncles!I ate a lot today.hahaha. When I was about to go home,surprisingly,my aunties and uncles gave me money.:DDDD I got a few hundreds.WOOHOO!:D I didn't expect that to happen. They kept saying,'belajar rajin-rajin.' I will. :) They are putting high hopes on me and I can't let them down. I promise I'll do better after this.

My stepfather asked,'what do you think about moving to sg.penchala?you will get your own room.' WTFWTFWTFWTF. :/
I said no immediately.My parents have a lot there.They are planning to build a house which is just beside my stepgrandmother's house. Come on,there's NOTHING there except mosquitoes. -.- There are NO SHOPS nearby at all,no mamak,no petronas,no playground and no neighbors.well,there are neighbors but only THREE. THREE!!!!! SHIT. :'( They don't even have a surau. There's a mosque but you have to go there by car. EVERTHING IS FAR. I REPEAT,FAR AWAY.

I'M SO ANGRY.I DON'T WANNA MOVE!I LOVE IT HERE!THEY HAVE EVERYTHING HERE.NOTHING IS THERE!THAT PLACE IS MUCH MORE DANGEROUS. THAN HERE.I CAN'T EVEN GO OUT IF I LIVE THERE.I CAN'T WALK AROUND.I'M STUCK IN THE HOUSE.TRAPPED LIKE IN A PRISON. A PRISON!D:

The last day of school.I was sleepy by the time I reached school.Came to school with Mother.I learned in class like normal.Then,I got my essay about 'my perfect future husband'.Pn. Tanty just gave it to me just now.She wrote at the bottom,'good and mature points.Best of luck!;)'

That made me smiled. :) She knew that I'll be moving to another school next week.She's a great teacher and I love the way she talks.Before English class,I had my BM class.Pn. Rozita teached me.She's really good.I hugged her before after the class ended.During recess,met Pn. Arnida.She teached me Science when I was in Form 3.Talked to her and we hugged.Although she likes to nag,I still love her. :) I slept during Add Math class.I don't know why I felt so tired.Hmm.

When the bell rang,I felt sad.The thought of leaving Seksyen 4 made me cry although I used to hate this school VERY MUCH.haha.

I went to the bilik guru to meet my form teacher,Pn.Noraini.I gave her my textbooks and hugged her. :') She's really nice ad motherly.Plus,she reminds me of Ms.Umbridge. :D

Here comes the sad part.My friends and I cried.This is difficult.I'm not in the same school with my boyfriend NOR my best friends.I'm all alone now. :'( But don't worry guys,I will always remember every single of you. :)


Thank you for everything.We have been through a lot of things.We fought a lot but that made us even more closer.We always support each other. We grew up together.We made silly jokes together.We acted stupid together.We went crazy together.We sang together.We danced together.We cried together.All of the sweet memories we shared for the past few years,I'll cherish them. :') I love you guys VERY MUCH.I'll miss all of you like crazy.We may be studying in different schools but we will still be best friends.Nothing will ever change between us.Good luck and take care!

Love,
Airina.

I think I've been through a lot of things within this week.

1-Cried like hell because we are not in the same school anymore and we can't see each other as many as we did last time.

2-I got scolded by Pn. N.

3-Slept around 1 in the morning.There were too many homeworks.

4-I came late to school,around 7.30.

5-I changed into my uniform in the class although I was supposed to change in the female changing room.

6-Bullied Qila a lot of times!:D

Anything else?Hmm,I think that's it. Kalau ada pun,tu private matter.Like I said in my previous post,I'll be going to Qila's house everyday.haha.Yeah,I did.Everyday,I didn't even miss a day. :D

She helped me a lot. You know,like calming me. I can't stop saying Syed's name over and over again. I can't stop telling stories about Syed and I to Qila. haha.Thank you very much for listening to me patiently. That was what I need the most now,someone to talk to and comfort me.

The first day of school without him,cried like hell.After that,I didn't cry.At least not for now. I keep telling to myself to be strong and everything will be okay. I keep motivating myself. Usually he will calm me and give me support whenever I'm feeling down. Luckily,I still have a week before I leave. I can spend time with my best friends and surely,I really need them. They gave me support throughout this week and I'm really grateful for that.Thank you all.I really appreciate for all of the support. Love you all!:)

First day of school,without him.God,it hurt really bad. :'( The moment I entered the class,I looked at his place which is now seated by a Chinese girl. I cried straightaway. I couldn't hold back my tears anymore. It's really painful. I feel so empty. I know I sound so dramatic but it's the truth,I'm not lying at all. My friends tried calming me down. They cried too. I was really quiet,doing my own work,couldn't be bothered what the others were doing. I was just focusing on my work. But then,something VERY INTERESTING HAPPENED. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA. I'm sorry,I can't help it. I feel like laughing whenever I think about it. I was writing rubbish on the whiteboard with Qila and Zahi. We didn't realized that Pn. N was watching us from behind. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA. Sumpah lawak. When I turned around,she was babbling about something. I was about to sit down at my place but she called me,Qila and Zahi. She was nagging about my attitude just now. She said it was childish doing that. Plus,I'm a prefect and blablabla. Too lazy to write everything. I'm sorry if I sound rude but this is MY BLOG. I can write whatever I want in here so back off people,just read my blog or leave immediately. Thank you. After that,I did my homework and I thought about him. Shit,I cried again. For now,my nose hurts like freaking hell due to my excessive crying.LOL.

I MISS YOUUUUUU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

In the evening,went to Qila's house to do some homeworks. I also checked out the pictures that we took last Saturday. Aww. :') The best day EVER!:D I saw a picture of Syed and I.I stared at it for a long time and my eyes started to get watery. :/ I really love that picture. It's perfect. I'll definitely print it but only God knows when. I'll be going to Qila's house everyday this week since this will be my last week here. I'll be going soon to my new school.

:')

Went out with too many people just now.haha.came back around 10. :D I wore a dress,for the first time.hehe. Everyone was like,'OMG AIRIN!You pkai DRESS!OMG!' HAHAHA. Shocking,right?Reached the curve around 12,met with Syed,Zaha,Zahi,Diyana,Leesa,Arimi and Fariszuan. Ate at pizza hut.I didn't eat much since I just had my breakfast at home. After that,met with Qila and Amy. Walked around the curve. I think I went into kitschen for three times today.HAHA. I was unsure about buying. In the end,I bought it. Just a plain black shirt. I wanted to buy a dress but I think it's just a waste of money. I'm short in money now btw. I bought that and a book.

I was in kitschen with Leesa. I didn't realized that it was already 3.30 until Zahi called me. Then,I rushed to the cinema. Met with the others. After that,we went in. We looked for our seats and there were already other people sitting at our seats. Checked our tickets and found out that the tickets were actually for the next day. Wan Amir and I went to the ticket counter,just to make sure. Yeah,it was for tomorrow. Amy asked if we could changed it to today. Fortunately,we could. We took the 5.45 movie. Problem solved. :) While waiting for the movie to start,we played bowling. It was fun!I wasn't the last place. :p Everyone gathered at the bowling alley. Took A LOT of pictures,especially Syed and I.hehe. That was my mission. When we were about to watch the movie,Diyana,Zaha and Zahi said their goodbyes to Syed who will be leaving this coming monday. He's going to RMC. I said goodbye to Leesa who will be leaving too. She's going to BU4. Everyone is moving. Haih. I'll be leaving soon.

Watched the movie. It was HILARIOUS! :DDD I laughed like hell. It was really funny. Something also happened in the cinema. I cried. haha. Yeah,I did. Syed calmed me. It's really difficult,being away from him. I'm really happy for him because he's going to RMC but at the same,I'm really sad. There are two emotions. :/

I''ll miss you very much,I can't deny that. I'll cry like fucking hell,you know that very well,right?hehe. I can't tell you when I''ll stop crying. This is really difficult for me. After saying goodbye to you,I was really down. Surely,they cheered me up and I'm glad they did. When we hugged each other,I wished I didn't have to let you go but I had to. I believe that every relationship must have a time that the couple will be away from each other or they just take a break. By that,they will know if they truly love each other. I guess this is a test,being away from you. Studying in different schools. We can find out if we are really meant for each other. I can't imagine being with someone else. You're a great guy,seriously. You are really different than the others. Unique. :) I really hope I'll be with you till the end. I mean it. I want no one but you. You are the only guy that can make me happy,truly happy. Thank you for being very understanding and supportive. Thank you very much for everything. I really appreciate it. :)

Thank you for giving me Tigger.

Syed,I really love you,very much. Please,remember me while you're there. I'll remember you too.

I love you,always.

I GOT IT!I GOT IT!I GOT IT!

OMG.I got it.I can't believe it.Went to school today,heard that Afifa got it.Sekolah berasrama penuh.It is in negeri sembilan.Diyana didn't get it.It's ok babe,mesti ada hikmah.Trust me.Be strong!;) My future school will be in...Kuala Lumpur.HAHAHA.It's really near.It's called sekolah menengah sains seri puteri.Initially,this is the old school of seri puteri which is now located in cyberjaya.I wanted in cyberjaya but it's ok la. :) Since it's near,I can always go back. :D I'm REALLY excited but of course,I'm a bit sad.I will have to leave my family,boyfriend and friends..This is the hardest part.I really hate this part.But,I have to. :( I'm really sure I'll cry like hell before leaving.

I'm kinda looking forward for this.New school.New environment.New teachers.New friends (I'm not really sure about this.hahaha).New boyfriend?HAHAHA.NEVER.He will be the only one.Things will not change between us despite that we are not gonna be in the same school anymore.We have been in the same school,same class since standard 5. It was only during form 2 that we weren't in the same class.I know it's gonna be difficult.Wait,not just difficult.FUCKING DIFFICULT!This will be the first time,being away from him.Don't find another girl ok?hehe. :) Nobody can touch you while I'm away.I REPEAT,NOBODY. :D I love you very much.Please don't forget about me.

I'm SO gonna miss my women!!You guys are the best.I love you guys very much!

Qila,I know you will miss me.I know you will.HAHA.I'll miss you like hell la woman!I can't bully you. :( I can't poke you when you are about to doze off.hahaha :D Seriously,you are a great friend.Thank you for being my best friend. :) I love you lah.

Amy!I've known her for a long time ago but we were not really close back then.I'm really gonna miss you.Have a great start in a new school!I love you woman!;D

Sino,my twin.It has been quite a long time since I really talked to her.I miss you la kembar.I'm going soon.Don't forget about me.I still love you!:)

Temah and Nenek!:D The best twins ever!Gosh,I love you guys!I love fighting with them.hehe :D Thank you for everything :)

I won't forget all of you,never.

Oh my God.

I haven't been updating for God knows how long.Have been really busy.School,school and school.Wow.I'm exhausted.Form 4 is a different life.A new life.Very interesting and I know it will be fun but it's tiring.I wish I can write more but I'm tired+busy.I won't be updating like last time.

I miss blogging!

A lot of things happened but I'm too lazy to type everything. First of all,I've gained weight. :0 Shit! Sorry Syed,I didn't mean to offend you. :) Secondly,I went out with Syed,Arimi,Wan Amir and Farhan.I was the only girl.Haha.Watched Avatar.A very nice movie.Ye la,the director is the one that did the Titanic movie. Anyway,after watching the movie,I got a phone call from my dad. Asked me what am I doing.HAHA.Told the truth but I didn't tell that I was the only girl. I don't want to get killed. He said that he just came back from the curve.HAHAHAHA.I was really lucky. Fortunately,we were in the cinema when my dad was walking around the curve.LOL. Around 7,went back home with Syed. I was really sick by the time I reached home. My body temperature was quite high. Thought about going to the clinic the next day but my mum was worried so we went that night. Doctor told that my blood pressure was low and I need to exercise. He suggested that I do an operation for my throat because that PARTICULAR thing is the one that makes me suffer. I CAN'T even drink cold water. Anything that has ice in it,I'm forbidden to drink it. :( I was supposed to do the operation when I was strd 5. But,I had to do another operation back then.

Went to Lumut this week. Boring but okay. For new year's eve,celebrated with my cousins at mandarin oriental hotel. The fireworks was woah. REALLY nice. After watching that,My cousins and I went to a party at the hotel. The party was similar to clubbing. The lights,the songs and the environment. There was smoke everywhere. I couldn't see clearly. Danced with my cousins and a guy came to us. He was drunk and I hid behind my cousin.haha. I'm scared,really scared. Went back to the room at 3.30 in the morning. I took a shower straightaway because I smelled bad. I smelled like smoke,alcohol and God knows what else. After that,I felt fresh. Called Syed and talked to him until 5.30. :)

Woke up around 10. I was late. I was supposed to meet Amy at the curve by 11.haha. Mandi cepat2,packed my stuff. I reached the curve almost to 12 and found out that Amy wasn't there yet.hahaha. Had breakfast with my dad at kopitiam. Met amy there. Walked around with her while waiting for the others to come. After a few minutes,met Qila,Sino and A'an. The four of us. :) We entered nichii,kitschen,love it and I really couldn't recall the others.hahaha. A white dress in kitschen caught my eyes.haha. I tried and it fitted me. It's sleeveless but I don't mind since I can wear a cardigan with it. The problem was that the dress is short. Above my knees. Damn. So,I tried a bigger size which was M. HAHA. Too big. Size XS fitted me well but it's short. I really love that dress so I almost bought it but Amy stopped me. She asked me to look around first. So,we walked around. I didn't like the others so I planned to buy that dress at kitschen when I'm about to go back. Ate at cold storage. I wasn't that hungry so I only ate sushi. Talked like,a lot with them. :D After that,went to the ticket counter to collect our movie tickets. Unfortunately,I was late so I couldn't get the booking tickets. I totally forgot that it was a public holiday. I was really pissed off. The only seats that were available was at the most front.HAHA.Babi betul. So,I took it. Bought 11 tickets.haha. Tiba2 ramai plak yg join. There were me,Syed,Amy,Amin,Qila,Arimi,Amir Hamzah,Rasyid,Faiq,Rasyid's friend and A'an. Like always,the girls are always less than the guys.Lol. Watched Alvin and the chipmunks 2. It was hilarious although my neck was in pain watching it.hahahahahaha. After that,ate at subway. Talked and Laughed. Walked around and ended up staying in borders.haha.I found two books that I love but I didn't buy them. Sat with Syed,Arimi and Amir Hamzah. Syed and Arimi played a game.hahaha. Lawak. At 6.45,my dad picked me up. After maghrib,went to ou to buy school stuff. At home,makan ubat and tido. It was fun although it was quite a rush. :)

SCHOOL IS STARTING!!!

I'm gonna be 16. Sweet sixteen. ;)