I think I've been through a lot of things within this week.

1-Cried like hell because we are not in the same school anymore and we can't see each other as many as we did last time.

2-I got scolded by Pn. N.

3-Slept around 1 in the morning.There were too many homeworks.

4-I came late to school,around 7.30.

5-I changed into my uniform in the class although I was supposed to change in the female changing room.

6-Bullied Qila a lot of times!:D

Anything else?Hmm,I think that's it. Kalau ada pun,tu private matter.Like I said in my previous post,I'll be going to Qila's house everyday.haha.Yeah,I did.Everyday,I didn't even miss a day. :D

She helped me a lot. You know,like calming me. I can't stop saying Syed's name over and over again. I can't stop telling stories about Syed and I to Qila. haha.Thank you very much for listening to me patiently. That was what I need the most now,someone to talk to and comfort me.

The first day of school without him,cried like hell.After that,I didn't cry.At least not for now. I keep telling to myself to be strong and everything will be okay. I keep motivating myself. Usually he will calm me and give me support whenever I'm feeling down. Luckily,I still have a week before I leave. I can spend time with my best friends and surely,I really need them. They gave me support throughout this week and I'm really grateful for that.Thank you all.I really appreciate for all of the support. Love you all!:)