HEYYYYYYYYYY,WADDHUPPPPPPP :D
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I know. I can't even remember when was the last update. I've been SUPER busy weyh. I'm just hoping for the best and never giving up. NEVER. I won't update much because I'm sick and super tired. Good night :)
Salam.Good morning everyone :)
It's Monday now.Approximately a week before the results being exposed to the public -.- There will be media at my school.Woah,it's a big thing.Yeah,of course it's a big thing.I'm scared but I can't do anything for now besides hoping for the best and I gotta keep praying.My parents said ,'it's okay,whatever the result is,it's still your result.You can't change anything.Just keep moving forward and plan ahead.' Yeah,I know that very well but I can't imagine the consequences if I don't get what I want.I'm sorry.I do sound selfish but I can't stop thinking about it.I'm really scared.I really wanna get what I've been dreaming about but Allah knows the best for me.I truly believe in that.InsyaAllah,please,everything will run smoothly.I keep seeing my friends and seniors flying overseas to further their studies and of course,I wanna be like them one day.This is my chance to see the world,to experience new things,to have fun with my friends.I want my parents to be proud of me,I really do.They put high hopes on me and it's a lot of pressure there but whatever it is,I know they will still love me no matter what.They have been there for me the whole time.They managed to compromise with my crazy attitude and they really trust me for not making stupid decisions.I'll never break the trust.This may sound silly but Father will not be with me during the announcement of the results.He has work somewhere and I truly understand that.It's just gonna be Mother and Stepfather,I guess.I'm not sure if my stepfather will follow but I think he will since my father is not gonna come.Whatever it is,I gotta face the reality.Stop living in fantasies.InsyaAllah,Clarion will be the best.Please pray for us.I want my batch to be the best despite having a lot of issues.We were teenagers and we were not perfect.We made mistakes and we learned from them.It's a part of growing up.
Anyway,I just finished watching a movie called The Pregnancy Pact.I found it in youtube and I was actually interested in watching it.Lol.It's a good movie,seriously.I don't really like the ending but the ending is the reality so yeah,I gotta accept that.Lol.
I'm back from Cameron Highlands.I had a lot of fun with my aunt and cousins :D I couldn't stop laughing.LOL.Our next trip will be Pulau Redang or Pulau Perhentian.I can't waitttttttt :D
I'm trying to make my list come true this week;
-Going to Genting Highlands
-Disco skate
-A day out with my Seseri friends
Not forgetting to bring my siblings to kidzania or whatever the spelling is.LOL.
Goodbye,I think I wanna do something else.I don't really have the mood to write anything anymore.hahaha.Blame my crazy mood.It's seriously unpredictable. -.-
OKAY.PEOPLE WON'T STOP TALKING ABOUT THE SPM'S RESULTS AND IT'S FUCKING FREAKING ME OUT OKAY.I HATE THIS.I'M GETTING EMOTIONAL NOW.MY FRIEND JUST POSTED ABOUT THE MARKING AND IT'S DAMN HIGH.SERIOUSLY,FREAKING HIGH MAN. :'( ESPECIALLY FOR THE SCIENCE SUBJECTS.I WAS LIKE,' WHATTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT?!!!!'
I'm gonna have an emotional breakdown,that's for sure.I was quite confident for my pmr's results but spm?It's totally the opposite.SERIOUSLY,NO JOKE.I'm losing my confidence.
Yeah,you can shout everyday like,
I'm gonna get 9A+!HAHAHAHA.Saying it is so much EASIER THAN GETTING IT!:'(
I baru perasan that most of my friends will go overseas for their holiday trips.I'm so jealous.HAHA.It's okay,InsyaAllah my time will come.Getting fantastic results will be the key to travel overseas and experience new things.Ya Allah,please make it true.PLEASEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.
Father is going to Perth,Australia for work.I was like,'NAK IKUT AYAH!PLEASE BRING ME!' LOL.Obviously,I won't get to follow him but I don't mind actually discovering new place by myself.He can do his work while I just use the public transport to bring me to the places there.HAHA.Dah,tak payah nak berangan lebih lebih.It's not gonna happen.Just pray that you will get good results.
My aunt stayed at my dad's house during the weekend.She said that she can see fats at my chin.However,she said that my big sis looked so skinny.LOL.YIPEEEEE,people do notice the fatness. -.- HAHA.I'm not blaming my aunt.It's so true that my chin is kinda fat.I don't know how to reduce the fat. Haiyaaaaa.
I told my dad that I want to work and he said,'no need la,your result is coming out soon.' LOL.I guess I won't work then.I told my dad that I want to go to Genting with my friends.He said yes.YAYYYYYYYY!:D
Wanna know something?I was having breakfast with my family.My aunt,uncle and cousins were at the table as well.Well,my dad was using his laptop. I'm not quite sure how did we ended up talking about my boyfriend but I remembered that my cousin mentioned it first.Everyone knows my boyfriend's name.LOL.It's not a secret,obviously. -.- Anyway,my aunt said,'nana punya semua orang dah tahu.' HAHAHA.whatever :p I couldn't remember but it's either my cousin or my aunt who mentioned about me getting married with my boyfriend.HAHAHA XD My dad was minding his own business but when he heard about the marriage part,he was like, 'NO,I DON'T AGREE ON THAT.' Everyone was laughing like hell but the funny thing was,my dad repeated that and I kinda freaked out because he did sound serious.I could sense from his voice.He said again,' He's not from MCKK.I won't let that happen.I only agree if he's from MCKK.' Gosh,I was like,seriously ayah?hahaha.My dad said that before I even have a boyfriend.He would agree when I have a boyfriend who's from MCKK and supports Arsenal.Lol. My cousin said,'well,he's from RMC.Okay la tu.' hahahaha.Thanks Cousin for the support but I'm not sure if that was convincing to my dad. He just said that and continued to use his laptop.Kinda creepy,I know.He didn't even laugh and I'm starting to get confused.hahahaha.Well,it's still a long way to marriage so I don't wanna think about it.I wanna study,be a successful person and travel around the world.I have a huge responsibility when I'm working later on.I'll get married only then.HAHA.I'm serious though.
Okay,I think that's it for now.I can't wait to go to Cameron with my aunt and cousins.It's gonna be exciting!:D
Ayah,I love you very much :')
Yippeeee!Everyone can't wait to hear my results -.-
Anyway,My aunt did a bbq at her house just now.Specially for the family :') Of course,I had a lot of fun!My cousin did something to me. :/ HAHAHA. Fortunately,I still love YOU.LOL. :D I ate lamb,yummyyyyyyy :p
There's a kenduri later on and I'm going to Cameron Highlands next week with my relatives :D
I won't get to go to Dee's brother's wedding.I'm so sorry!
Anyway,here's a picture of my classmates and I.We were form 4. I was still having a difficult time to accept the fact that I'm not in seksyen 4 with my gegirls. :'( lol.However,things got better and fun after form 4. :') That's my table btw. HAHAHA.I know,it's messy. The things that were always on my table was supplements,water bottle,pencil case and books.LOL.What a mess -.- I couldn't help it.I guess I'm used to being messy.Well,look at me closely and you will see that I'm such a messy person,inside and outside.People who can actually stand with me are tough people.HAHA :)
Results!STOP FREAKING ME OUT!
Salam :)
I'm gonna get my results soon. :O The thought of going to school.NOOOOOO :'( I haven't been sleeping properly for the past few days,thanks to results. -.- I don't think I'll sleep the night before getting my result.I'm not joking.Sigh.InsyaAllah Airina,believe in yourself!
Anyway,I have to do this before I get my results :
-Ice skating
-Disco skate
-Genting highlands/Sunway Lagoon
-A holiday trip with my boyfriend and friends
-Universal Studios,Singapore
Money is required of course BUT I''m not even working..Shit.
Okay,I'll find a job,hopefully.I need to get my dad's permission but I don't think he will agree since I'll spend less time at his house if I'm working.That's why I haven't been working.I want to make my parents happy.Is it really working?I'm not sure but I'll try my best.
InsyaAllah,
All of my parents will see me on stage.Ya Allah,please make it true.Please,I really want it.I want it so badly.
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