Hey.I know,it has been ages since I last updated.Sorry.Lol.Honestly,I don't really feel like updating anything for now.I don't know why.I need to get the mood or something to make me write again.For now,the blog is kinda dead.hehe :p A lot of things happened ever since but I don't feel like writing them in here.

Quite a long time eh.Lol.

Well,I went out with Hafiz and Amir last Sunday to the curve.We celebrated Hafiz's birthday.Happy birthday dude!:) Syed couldn't join since he had to work. :( I drove to the curve with them.hahahahaha.I can't believe that Mother actually gave the permission to drive.I can go out now but getting a car will be the problem since all of my family members are using the cars.shitttttt :p Whatever,I'll work something out.Lol.Anyway,we went to secret recipe.Ate a white or dark chocolate cheese cake I guess.LOL.I couldn't finish mine. :/ We talked about school.A lot of things to catch up.hahaha.We decided to watch a movie.While waiting for the movie to start,we played at the arcade.We played shooting game.HAHAHA.mcm bodoh je but we enjoyed :D Amir was furious because he couldn't get a bear or something like that.He wasted his money there.HAHA.Sabar eh Amir.We played hockey and basketball.Hmm,again,we played snooker and fireball and another ball.Haha.I don't know the name of the game but we definitely had a good time :D We watched the chronicles.Quite interesting.I seriously sucked in playing snooker but fortunately,they were willing to teach me so hell yeah,I had a great time playing it. :D We went to Giza to visit Syed at his workplace. :p Had lunch and went back home around 5.Gila awal blk rumah,anak baik.HAHAHA.It was fun despite being the only girl.LOL.I didn't feel left out so I guess it's a good thing.hehe.

I'm starting to feel scared for my result.Please,I'm so scared :/

Can I just stay home and do what I want?Please,do not keep asking if I wanna work or not.I will when I want it.Is it so wrong staying at home?

A happy family.

How do you describe it?

Well,I don't have the answer but I'm hoping that I'll find the answer in the future later on.

It's not easy yknow,it's complicated.

I do want a happy family.I don't want my children to feel the same way like I did.It's still a long way to go.I need to get myself settled down first.

However,I do believe that a happy family is the key to become a happy person.

Ignore this post.They are just thoughts running in my mind.I didn't know a lot of things can give side effects to your life despite how strong you are in dealing with fucking complications.This post is definitely not in order,mind that.I'm just writing whatever that pops in my mind.I guess that's why I love blogging although my blog looks dull and boring.I can just write whatever I want without people stopping me.

Anyway,it's not easy to pretend that everything is fine although you do know that something is wrong somewhere.

Wanna know something?I'm actually scared to face the real world.Seriously,I'm not gonna stop growing up and I will have to deal with a lot of things later on.

Please Allah,please give me the strength to endure every single thing that comes into my way in achieving my dream life.

I don't know about my ambition but I do have something in mind.InsyaAllah,everything will be just fine.

Well,hello again.

Hmm.I'm just wondering.

How does it feel to have a friend who only comes to you when he/she feels misery and before you know it,that friend is gone?

after a long period of time,that person starts to feel misery in his/her life again,that person comes back to you and pours his/her heart out to you and of course,you will wait and you are willing to listen to the same thing over and over again because a friend in need is a friend indeed,right?

Well,is it worth doing it when that person only comes to you when misery,sadness,frustration and depression start to haunt his/her life?
Is it really worth being friends with that person?

I just finished watching my sister's keeper.OOEEMMMGEEEEEE!I cried.Serious shit man,I'm not kidding.The storyline is fantastic.I'm gonna get the book :D It shows how much you can do for your family and unconditional love is well described in this movie.I must say that this is a great movie.Awesome!I don't know how to describe more but I totally understand the whole situation.I won't cry if it's not a great movie. ;)