A happy family.
How do you describe it?
Well,I don't have the answer but I'm hoping that I'll find the answer in the future later on.
It's not easy yknow,it's complicated.
I do want a happy family.I don't want my children to feel the same way like I did.It's still a long way to go.I need to get myself settled down first.
However,I do believe that a happy family is the key to become a happy person.
Ignore this post.They are just thoughts running in my mind.I didn't know a lot of things can give side effects to your life despite how strong you are in dealing with fucking complications.This post is definitely not in order,mind that.I'm just writing whatever that pops in my mind.I guess that's why I love blogging although my blog looks dull and boring.I can just write whatever I want without people stopping me.
Anyway,it's not easy to pretend that everything is fine although you do know that something is wrong somewhere.
Wanna know something?I'm actually scared to face the real world.Seriously,I'm not gonna stop growing up and I will have to deal with a lot of things later on.
Please Allah,please give me the strength to endure every single thing that comes into my way in achieving my dream life.
I don't know about my ambition but I do have something in mind.InsyaAllah,everything will be just fine.
Well,hello again.
Hmm.I'm just wondering.
How does it feel to have a friend who only comes to you when he/she feels misery and before you know it,that friend is gone?
after a long period of time,that person starts to feel misery in his/her life again,that person comes back to you and pours his/her heart out to you and of course,you will wait and you are willing to listen to the same thing over and over again because a friend in need is a friend indeed,right?
Well,is it worth doing it when that person only comes to you when misery,sadness,frustration and depression start to haunt his/her life?
Is it really worth being friends with that person?
Is it really worth being friends with that person?
I just finished watching my sister's keeper.OOEEMMMGEEEEEE!I cried.Serious shit man,I'm not kidding.The storyline is fantastic.I'm gonna get the book :D It shows how much you can do for your family and unconditional love is well described in this movie.I must say that this is a great movie.Awesome!I don't know how to describe more but I totally understand the whole situation.I won't cry if it's not a great movie. ;)
I feel like shit.My body is aching,especially my tummy.poor tummy.
Gosh,when will this stop?I've been having this for years.Please,just stop.I hate it,it affects me a lot.Painkillers are saving me from this misery but come on,I can't keep depending on them.I had the strong panadol and ponstan at once.The pain was like hell. :'( Pleaseeeeeee,go away pain.I don't need you in my life.You're not wanted.Go away. :/
My mood is SO not stable at the moment.LOL.I've been having mood swings so DON'T mess with me.Qila called me just now,she's finally at home.yippeeeeeeeeee!:D IMISSHERALOT.I'm so glad you're back now woman!haha.I have stories to tell you.We definitely must do girls' talk. ;)
Okay,let's see.A few exciting things happened this week.Let's start with the day after I came back from Desaru.I did the driving and such.Fortunately,I'm getting my P soon so GOODBYE L,HELLO P!:D
I met him on wednesday. Just the both of us. woot woot ;D HEHE.As usual,we went to petronas,bought chipster and drinks. We started off talking with an interesting topic which was 45 things a girl would want but would never ask from a guy.Basically,girls expect their boyfriends to do those things without giving any hint.lol.I read that from someone's blog and I must say that all of them are true. :) While we were walking around the neighbourhood,it started to rain so we decided to go to the nearest bus stop.In front of sksb.hehe.It didn't rain like cats and dogs so we continued walking and talking.I was really happy since things went smoothly.hehe. However,it suddenly started to rain heavily and we had no choice but to run all the way to the bus stop again.By the time we reached the bus stop,we were already soaking wet.HAHA.Sumpah mmg hindustan habis la ;p We were both freezing.We wanted to wait until the rain stopped but it didn't show any sign of stopping although time was ticking like super fast.We had to run again,in the rain.hahahaha.I enjoyed but woah,it was REALLY COLD.Fucking cold man,I'm not lying.I'm not the kind of person who can withstand the low temperature.hehehe.I'm always freezing now.I have to blame seseri.HAHA.Anyway,I went back home and ran straight to the toilet downstairs.I took my shower and warmed myself.FORTUNATELY,I was not caught with my parents because I would be SO dead if that happened.hehe.So,I managed to escape. ;D Despite being soaked with rain,I definitely enjoyed that evening with him.Thanks for everything,I seriously love you.Please bear with my crazy and weird attitude.Not forgetting,my mood swings as well.hehe. :') Hmm,I had my jpj test on thursday so we met again on friday morning. I actually took my shower.HAHAHAH.Don't ask why,only the gang understands why I mentioned about the shower issue. :D We went to petronas because he had to go for a toilet stop.hehehe.We walked all the way to salma to have our breakfast and we met Amy and Amin.Lol.They were about to leave but they joined us anyway. :) We talked,laughed,talked,laughed,whispered.hahaha.They went back home first since Amin had to do something.I walked back home with him. We took a leisure walk and it was reallyyyyyyyy funnnnnnnn :D Honestly,the best walk ever,for now la.HEHE.
I went to my dad's house later that evening.I got ready and went to chinoz at KLCC to celebrate my cousins' birthday there.They are twins and I grew up with them so we are really close.Our house are never far since we were born.If it's not walking distance,it's only a few minutes drive.We share a lot together and we always hang out.We didn't get to hang out that much when I entered Seseri but it's payback time now.muahahahaha. :p Anywayyyy,I met my other cousins there.I had mushroom soup for dinner and it was soooooo delicious.I really love the mushroom soup. :) After that,I changed my clothes and such for the next event,the club.HAHA.Yeah,I went clubbing with my cousins and their friends.I'm the youngest among all of them but I really enjoyed myself.We went to the sultan lounge at mandarin oriental hotel.The entrance was really cool.It was only around 11.45p.m when we reached there so not many people were there.I had mango juice.hehe.People started to arrive around 12 and the music started to get loud as well.Time to partyyyyyyyyyyyy!:D My cousin pulled my hand and we danced at the dance floor.The songs were awesome!sumpah best ah.hahahahha.We danced like hell,enjoying every moment of it.I reached home around 2 in the morning,I guess.hehe.I took my shower.I smelled like smoke.People were smoking everywhere.After that,I talked to him and I ALMOST fell asleep during the conversation but fortunately,I managed to motivate myself to stay awake.HAHAHA.Ayat nak dramatic je -.- Do you see how much effort I put in this?hehe :D
For today,I only went karaoke with my cousins.I met Faisal a.k.a. pakcik :D Dah lama gila tak jumpa dia. He's going to alam tomorrow while I'm still enjoying myself at home.hehehe. So,that's the week that I had and I must say that I do enjoy myself a lot.
Btw Qila,I miss you until I almost cried.Man,I didn't know that the impact was strong.I can't imagine when we enter college later on.haih.lol.
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