"Why did you break up with him?"

"Well,we are back together now."

"WHAT?!whyyy??!!"

"I don't know."

"Are you feeling guilty?"

"NO."

"Then,there must be a reason to get back with him."

"Can we not talk about this?I don't like to talk about this topic."

"Adik,you need to learn how to express your feelings.You need to talk,you can't just keep it to yourself because you'll burst."

"I know that but I'm okay."

"I had a boyfriend who was abusive.He hit me because I didn't want to give in.Guys are dangerous and crazy nowadays.They tend to hit their own girlfriends without having a sense of guilt in themselves."

"I know that.It's okay,Mama knows about him."

I know it's rude but I really don't like to talk about this topic with my parents.I had that conversation with Stepmother during dinner.It was just the both of us,Father had a meeting so he couldn't join us.I know that she's worried about me since I'm already eighteen and I rarely talk about my feelings or my problems with her.I tend to keep it to myself.Well,that's true but I do talk about my problems with my friends..I guess I'm more comfortable to talk about it with my friends.Furthermore,I don't want my parents to worry about me.I know I've been quiet and I don't talk much whenever I'm with my family.Well,that's just me.I can't change myself.However,I start to talk when I entered Seseri. I still don't tell much though.I just can't,it's not easy,trust me.My parents are worried about me,I know that because all of us suffered back then.They had a hard time with my sister.They are just scared that I'll end up like that but I won't,okay?Please believe me.I'm okay,I know what's wrong and what's right.I know my boundaries.I know what kind of friends to choose and please,don't ever judge my friends without getting to know them first.My friends matter a lot to me.They help me a lot in my life and they definitely play a vital role in my life.Without them,I don't think I'll be truly happy.Please,just believe me in this.I'm okay,I'm not involve in bad things.I don't drink,I don't even sneak out.I'm not like her.We are totally different.She's the opposite of me and we are not even close.I'm not gonna say that I'm better than her or more mature than her but I do know how to handle myself in certain ways.I know the pros and cons.InsyaAllah,everything will be fine.I believe in Allah.

I went out with jijah to education fair.We watched the darkest hour before going there.hehe.Thanks for the day babe,I enjoyed it.Oh yaaaaa,I met hafidz btw :D He joined us for the career talk and all of us were sleepy but it was not a strange thing to us anymore since we were like that back in school.LOL

That's it!I'm gonna learn a new language.

Ma and Ayah,pleaseeeeeeee?

My siblings are driving me crazy!I need to go out.HELP.SOBSOBSOB

Good morning peeps :)

I didn't sleep after subuh. :D I hope this routine will continue forever.LOL.So yeah,I'm going to the education fair later with Jijah. :) Yesterday was fun la,not bad.hehe.I heard talks about medicine. I don't think I have the passion.HAHA.Seriously,I don't know what I wanna do in my studies later on.Haih.This is more difficult than answering test papers -.- I met Izzah.OMG,it has been YEARS since we last met.It's so good to see you again babe :') I met Seseri friends,Mayam and Kamilah.

From far,I saw Mayam and I ran to her in the middle of the crowd.HEHE.I MISS HER SO MUCH. ;D I met diyana and her friends. Poor guys,they had to wait for us since we talked a lot,obviously.Girls love to talk.hahaha. I'm gonna watch a movie before attending the career talk.muahahaha. Goodbye peeps,have a nice day!<3

A day at Petronas.

I'm going to Education Fair today,again.

Yeah,I'm a geek.