I've done so many wrong things.
Hello :)
I had tuition today.PHYSICS.Awesome,I love the teacher. ;)
My sister arrived a bit late to pick me up so Diyana and I had a chat with Teacher.We talked about going overseas,pursuing our studies.She said we have to get excellent results in order to get a scholarship and the chance to study overseas.I'm clearly aware of that and that stresses me out.Like seriously,who doesn't?Lol.Anyway,I told the teacher about me being a prefect and having to do TONS of work.I told her about my hectic schedule at school,how I'm dealing with things at school and she said something that actually made me thought about it the whole day.She's definitely right about that.How oblivious I was for not thinking about that in the first place.Well,I can't turn back the time.It's ticking even faster now.I have to deal with the issues wisely.I want 9A+,seriously.But,can I do it?Of course,my parents will give me support but this is about me.Can I REALLY achieve that kind of result?Am I qualified to do Medic?Medic seems common but I'm still going with that course.It's a tough course but life is full with challenges.It's up to us on how we are gonna deal with them.
So far,my results for my exams throughout this year is fine.Not great,but it's fine.I CAN'T
DO JUST FINE IF I WANNA DO MEDIC AFTER SPM.AIRINA,WAKE UP WOMAN!You've been lazing around like a pig. -.- I'm feeling like this because I know I can do better than this.I guess I was playing around throughout this year.In addition,I had a REALLY tough time to adapt myself in Seseri. Seriously,living in a boarding school is not easy.Nope,not at all.But Alhamdullilah,I'm better in managing myself at school now.I hope I'll be able to do better next year.InsyaAllah. :)
Btw,this post seems kinda weird,isn't it?Lol.
I had tuition today.PHYSICS.Awesome,I love the teacher. ;)
My sister arrived a bit late to pick me up so Diyana and I had a chat with Teacher.We talked about going overseas,pursuing our studies.She said we have to get excellent results in order to get a scholarship and the chance to study overseas.I'm clearly aware of that and that stresses me out.Like seriously,who doesn't?Lol.Anyway,I told the teacher about me being a prefect and having to do TONS of work.I told her about my hectic schedule at school,how I'm dealing with things at school and she said something that actually made me thought about it the whole day.She's definitely right about that.How oblivious I was for not thinking about that in the first place.Well,I can't turn back the time.It's ticking even faster now.I have to deal with the issues wisely.I want 9A+,seriously.But,can I do it?Of course,my parents will give me support but this is about me.Can I REALLY achieve that kind of result?Am I qualified to do Medic?Medic seems common but I'm still going with that course.It's a tough course but life is full with challenges.It's up to us on how we are gonna deal with them.
So far,my results for my exams throughout this year is fine.Not great,but it's fine.I CAN'T
DO JUST FINE IF I WANNA DO MEDIC AFTER SPM.AIRINA,WAKE UP WOMAN!You've been lazing around like a pig. -.- I'm feeling like this because I know I can do better than this.I guess I was playing around throughout this year.In addition,I had a REALLY tough time to adapt myself in Seseri. Seriously,living in a boarding school is not easy.Nope,not at all.But Alhamdullilah,I'm better in managing myself at school now.I hope I'll be able to do better next year.InsyaAllah. :)
Btw,this post seems kinda weird,isn't it?Lol.
God,I feel so depressed.I feel like shit.
Please,I can't stand this anymore.I feel like going nuts.Damn it.WHAT'S WRONG WITH ME?!HELP. :'( I feel like crying,screaming,hurting myself and God knows what else.EEEEEE.I'm hurt,really hurt.
Gosh,this is so emo.And this is sooo not me.I'm not emo people.Currently having some issues.With who?Myself,I guess.
Emotionally unstable.
IGNORE THIS.
Goodbye.
Please,I can't stand this anymore.I feel like going nuts.Damn it.WHAT'S WRONG WITH ME?!HELP. :'( I feel like crying,screaming,hurting myself and God knows what else.EEEEEE.I'm hurt,really hurt.
Gosh,this is so emo.And this is sooo not me.I'm not emo people.Currently having some issues.With who?Myself,I guess.
Emotionally unstable.
IGNORE THIS.
Goodbye.
I miss the four of us.
We haven't hang out just the four of us,yet,right?:)
This holiday,we must have a sleepover.The last time we did was during form 2.Way too long already.No more excuses okay?Lol.
I miss our gossiping times.haha.I just miss having all of you by my side.Next year won't be an easy year.I won't get to go back as often as I did this year.We won't get to see each other that much until spm ends.That is the reason why we must have a sleepover and hang out as many as we can.Just the four of us.QASA :)
We haven't hang out just the four of us,yet,right?:)
This holiday,we must have a sleepover.The last time we did was during form 2.Way too long already.No more excuses okay?Lol.
I miss our gossiping times.haha.I just miss having all of you by my side.Next year won't be an easy year.I won't get to go back as often as I did this year.We won't get to see each other that much until spm ends.That is the reason why we must have a sleepover and hang out as many as we can.Just the four of us.QASA :)
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