I'M HOME PEOPLE!SPREAD THE NEWS!:D

Only God knows how happy I am to be back home.It feels SO GOOD,that's for sure. Plans for this holiday?of course,I'll be hanging out with my lovely/crazy/incredible best friends that I love the most.haha. My friends from seseri invited me to go to sunway lagoon with them.Hmm,I'll be going,insyaAllah. I have TOO MANY homeworks. Damn. :/ It's really stressing me out but I'll find a way to finish it.haha.Well,can't type any longer.I'm currently having a meeting with them.HAHA.later :)

hello people!:)

I'm home,AT LAST!:D A lot of things happened in school but I can't let them out now since I'm currently busy on something else.Will be writing about them during the long break.I can't wait for it!*grins widely*
How am I doing in my school?Finally settling down?

HAHA.

I can't seem to describe my feelings in words.It's so twisted and complicated.Get it?Lol.I'm sure you don't because you are not in a boarding school.You won't know how it feels until you are REALLY staying there.Airina,stop babbling.


Okay.


Anyway,I reached home around 5.40pm.I rushed to my room,changed my clothes,did my prayers and met Qila,Amy and Sino.I WAS EXTREMELY and INCREDIBLY FREAKING HAPPY when I met all of them.I miss them A LOT.I repeat,A LOT.LOL.We went to Al-nur,our usual place.We had some drinks and chatted non-stop.I finally laughed like the way I usually laugh.which means,I'm truly happy.Being with them completes my life.They really mean a lot to me.We talked quite loud at the mamak.HAHA.It's common among ourselves.Whenever there's any gathering,we don't care about the others.hehe.

I wish I could write more but I have to do my homeworks. -.-

Patience Airina.

Btw,this is a fucking tough year.No joke.But I set in my heart that I can make it. :)

WOW.

It has been a very long time since I last updated my blog.Blogger,I MISS YOU LIKE FREAKING HELL!For now,I can't update that much,I have too many things to do.

Hmm,so far,I'm improving.I'm still struggling though but I won't give up,I'll make it,Insyaallah :)
I love my class.We finally started to be close.We do break some rules but luckily we are not caught.hahaha.
I can't type any longer,time is too precious.I'm sorry.
Goodbye,take care everyone.Wish me luck for my diagnostic test which will be held on Monday,19/4/2010. GULP :s



Babes,I miss all of you.We must hang out next time.deal?hehe.


Amy and Sino,thanks for the Saturday meeting.I had a blast with you guys.Qila,really wish you could join us on that day.I miss you la tangechi!bye guys,take care.Don't forget about me.hehe :p


By the way,last night,when I was about to fall asleep,I got a call from an unknown number.I was sleepy so I can't be bothered about the number and I simply answered it.Guess what?It was from Syed's friend!!He said Syed wanted to talk to me.OMG,I felt like jumping.Lol.We managed to talk though it was not a long talk like we used to do last time,right?hehe.I'm really happy that we managed to talk.It felt awesome hearing from you.Get well soon dear.I'm looking forward to meet you during the Wesak holiday. :D
I love you very much and only God knows how much I'm missing you now.
Take care and don't forget to take your medicines.hehe.Bye :)


I wanna get 9A+!HAHA.That's my aim for spm.Insyaallah dapat. :)

LOVE YOU ALL VERY MUCH.TAKE CARE.

HAHA!I still remember this!:D The fights.HAHA.Aww,memories :)

:D

When was this?Form 3,I guess.hehe.OMG.We looked different than we are now,especially the one in the middle.HAHA. :D You look kinda chubby but now,wow,you look wayyyyyy different than this. ;)

I actually miss it when you call me budak kecik.hehe :)

AIRINA!!!JUST FACE THE FACT THAT YOU ARE IN SESERI!! JUST QUIT NAGGING AND BE SERIOUS!YOUR FUTURE MATTERS THE MOST NOW!

I've been complaining about my life in seseri,saying that it sucks and whatsoever.I'm such a spoiled brat.-.- Seriously,I just feel like beating myself up.WAKE UP AIRIN!FACE THE REALITY! UGH,I'M SUCH A PATHETIC PERSON. :'(

Whatever it is,I'll try to stop complaining and be serious.Like Mother said,'spm is no joke.' Yeah,I know that very well.I guess I need time to adapt myself in seseri. Insyaallah,after this holiday,I'll be better,more discipline,of course. No more playing around like I used to. No more cursing.

I'll love my school though I'm not sure when I'll seriously love it.

:)

Hello everyone.haha.Quite a long time since I last updated my blog eh?Lol.I'm not in seksyen 4 anymore.SOB.haha.I'm now in sains seri puteri,kuala lumpur.I moved there last week on tuesday.

First day:

I was really excited because it was the start of something new.I kept telling to myself that I would improve myself.No more being shy and just stand out in the crowd.First day was hectic.There were people everywhere and the students were REALLY POLITE.It freaked me out.Father went home first since he had work but Mother stayed longer.After registration,I went back home and did a few stuff.I took a nap and went back to school.Mother said goodbye.I wasn't sad during that time.I was feeling very excited because this was what I wanted so badly.I got my wish and Alhamdullilah. :) I took my shower and had dinner.After that,I went to the surau.After maghrib,I started to feel lonely and broke down.I cried like hell.Fortunately,Isma which was from seksyen 10,kota damansara knows me.She calmed me down.I felt a bit better after that.ONLY A BIT.We didn't study for the first week as we had minggu asimilasi.Lectures after lectures.I found it very difficult to mix around with people so I was often alone.Being alone is the thing that I HATE THE MOST!I was devastated.There was one time when I almost gave up.I told myself,dh nekad dh (HAHA) that I wanted to go back.I called Mother.I cried when I was talking to her.I told her that I missed her so much and I told her that I wanted to go back.I couldn't stand staying there.Mother cried too and she gave encouragements to me.She told me to be strong and I would feel better after this.

Second day onwards:

I woke up and I was still in this nightmare.Damn.In my heart,I still wanted to go back.I didn't want to continue my studies here.I'd rather study in seksyen 4.Then,pakar motivasi dtg bagi ceramah. After listening to his speech,I changed my mind.I finally decided to stay in that school.I felt really bad for my parents.I realized that I was being really selfish.Ever since then,I kept telling to myself to be strong and bear with the strictness.The seniors are really nice.I'm glad.Lol.




So yeah,I'm finally starting to fit in with everyone.I made new friends.AND I love my bio teacher!:D She's awesome.Lovelovelove.HAHAHA.I'm only taking 9 subjects.No accounts.I'm taking traditional dance class.HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.Tarian zapin,kadazan and whatsoever.LOL.It's really tiring but it's fun.

My wish came true.I wanted to improve myself and by being in this new school,I'll get to do it.InsyaAllah.

I'm really trying my best to fulfill my wish.Damn,you don't wanna know how hard it is but this is the only way.
A fresh start.

The most valuable lesson that I learned:

Appreciation.I finally appreciate with everything that I have and I'm really glad that I still have all of it.