hey hey hey. 

I feel like writing something. Within a week, I will face my exam. This is fucking scary k. I used to be quite calm but being in pasum, it makes me crazy, seriously.  Whatever. Forget about pasum. I'm tired talking about it and it's always depressing when I talk about pasum.

Just so you know, I had an incredible 3 weeks with him. hehe. He completely cheered me up, made me laugh and everything that is related to happiness. 

I'm really glad we managed to spend time together. However, I'm scared,really scared. He's gonna be away for months. It scares me a lot.